words of a mother's love

young and restless. mother of an angel. a little lost down love street.


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okay, so here’s the story. fuck the drama just stfu and listen.

the reason that i HATE Marissa Lauren Leoni.
where shall i begin? hmm.. lets start with lunch at the circle at the beginning of the first trimester of my pregnancy with my son. the simple shit i had no idea would blow up into this.

March
we were sitting at the circle. it was me, ethan (my boyfriend at the time and now baby daddy), meredith (my bestfriend at the time), jamie and taylor. and marissa comes up there and decides shes gonna eye down my boyfriend and flirt with him and tell me that he’s really cute but she wouldnt try to take him so i shouldnt worry. but i warn her that she either backs the fuck off or ill kill her.

.. CHECK THIS OUT!

December.
the third day after wesley (mine and ethans son) is born, we bring him home. and guess who his first visitors are? Marissa and Meredith. everything is cool. theyre holding wesley and taking pictures with him and talking with me and ethan. we’re all straight,

January/February

my boyfriend is on home detention and the only time i can see him or talk to him is at night either on gmail or when he sneaks out to come see me. well the end of january.. i find out he snuck out with marissa and i thought jeff too. but no.. they lied. it was just marissa. and they go drivin around in her mom’s little beamer that she can not legally drive because she’s fuckin 15 years old and apparently he was talkin about everything goin on with me, with her. when my attitude was justifiable because i just found out he’s officially a cheater. and you know that night shes leanin against the car while hes checkin out the tire and they decide “hey its okay if we kiss right now.. its not like ethan has a girlfriend and just had a child with her” and from then on he was sneaking out with her and sometimes meredith every night for about 3 weeks. and she was fuckin him just about every night KNOWING he was dating me. and she brought him to my house on valentines night. … yea. valentines. she fucked him before she brought him to my house. i figured out everything and decided it wasnt a good idea to be with him anymore. we broke up february 17th .. they were officially dating february 22nd.

i tried to be straight with her. i really did. i even tried to help her and she threw it in my face everytime. and then she decided she was gonna pull the bitch card and tell him that if he came to see his son she would break up with him. and once it reached wesley’s first birthday.. he didnt even show up. because she told his mom where and what time it would be so that he couldnt come. THUS THE REASON WESLEY HAS NO RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS FATHER. and this was continuous through out their entire relationship. i kept trying and she kept being a naive little cunt about EVERYTHING and throwing it all in my face,. oh and i wrote this email to ethan telling him that i would always have his back and be there if he needed a friend and just basically that i cared about him. well she took it.. altered the meaning of it and spread it ALL OVER facebook. and turned alot of people against me.

so i found out she cheated on him with one of her exes and told him and he broke up with her. ive got my boy’s back no matter what. :)

and i had alot of rough spots with my friends in that time frame too because she would take over my group friends and turn them on me. it was a game to her.
alright so now heres the second half.
so i didnt date anyone for a year because i feared that the whole “bitch stole my boyfriend” thing would happen for a third time. then i met this kid jourden. he was really something to me. i REALLY liked him for some crazy reason. so im dating this jourden dude. and.. she doesnt know him at all. she just knows OF him and was saying he was immature and shit. she finds out that I’M dating him. .. all of a sudden she wants to come hangout with me and him at my place. tells me that im her bestfriend the first day the 3 of us are chillin and is takin pictures talkin about how we’re so cute and she’s SO happy for me and blah blah blah BULLSHIT. and i warn her.. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM. and again.. she tries to reassure me i have nothing to worry about. keep in mind that at this time she was talking to reed (ethans cousin) and they were kinda a thing but unofficially. she’s staying the night with him and fuckin him and shit. you know.. that whole thing whatever. so me and him are chillin at his place (he lives with maccall) and she calls me and is askin if she can come hangout with us while reed takes care of something. reed comes back and everything is cool. i go home. reed and marissa end up over at his place everynight for a few weeks. well about a week into us dating.. i havent heard from him all day for a couple of days. so im up at walmart tryin to get ahold of him. marissa answers and i can hear jourden say something to her and she tells me that hes in the kitchen and he’ll call me back. never does. a few nights later… she breaks us up. and has pictures of him and them together all on facebook. thats where my rage toward her started up again. then it all becomes this huge confusion. the entire time we were dating .. she kept bad mouthing me to jourden and basically manipulated him against me and now theyre talking.

so pretty much ever since she pried herself into my life.. she has followed me and every friend ive ever had and every boy ive become close with and befriended all of them and then turned them all against me. EVERY SINGLE ONE. and i promise that isnt an over exaggeration, thats 100% real.. and even tried gaining ownership over MY son with ethan. and even said that she could mother wesley better than me when she got him sick because she would not listen to me and would not give me my son and let him run around outside bare foot and i had to keep yelling at her that if she was gonna have him out there she needed to keep an eye on him.

this bitch is straight OBSESSED with me, wants to be me SO BADLY. she doesn’t stop talking about me either. im serious.. she’s obsessed. im her favorite thing to talk about or think about. she’s takin over almost every aspect of my life, and when i see her. she will die. because she even tried fucking with seth. who is my boyfriend now. she’s dead. BEYOND DEAD.

but yea.. thats the basic jist of why i HATE Marissa Lauren Leoni.
dont wanna go TOO deep and tell EVERYTHING because then i assume the rest of the world would wanna kill her too.

oh yea and how could i forget? she’s loud and annoying and obnoxious as fuck.
haha and she’s 16 fuckin around with 18, 19, and 20 year old dudes and havin them stay at her house and shit. lololol fuckin skanky little bitch. keep your legs closed. youre heavy as fuck with gramma tits and cookie nips and look gross as fuck in lingerie AND/OR a bikini, go buy yourself a one-piece and some granny panties. just because you can deep throat a dick doesnt make you sexy or cute. most people around here would call something like you a fat little jit ass chode lookin slut, and i hope those boys realize that if anyone ever called them a pedophile .. they couldnt say shit. and i hope her mother realizes how vile her daughter really is. im no angel but i even have better morals than that.


OH YEA! AND SHE EVEN TRIED TO DYE HER HAIR BLONDE AND IT LOOKED LIKE SHIT SO SHE WENT RED! LOLOLOLOLOL

okay, here’s the story. fuck the drama just stfu and listen.

the reason that i HATE Marissa Lauren Leoni.
where shall i begin? hmm.. lets start with lunch at the circle at the beginning of the first trimester of my pregnancy with my son. the simple shit i had no idea would blow up into this.

March
we were sitting at the circle. it was me, ethan (my boyfriend at the time and now baby daddy), meredith (my bestfriend at the time), jamie and taylor. and marissa comes up there and decides shes gonna eye down my boyfriend and flirt with him and tell me that he’s really cute but she wouldnt try to take him so i shouldnt worry. but i warn her that she either backs the fuck off or ill kill her. 

.. CHECK THIS OUT!

December.
the third day after wesley (mine and ethans son) is born, we bring him home. and guess who his first visitors are? Marissa and Meredith. everything is cool. theyre holding wesley and taking pictures with him and talking with me and ethan. we’re all straight,

January/February
 my boyfriend is on home detention and the only time i can see him or talk to him is at night either on gmail or when he sneaks out to come see me. well the end of january.. i find out he snuck out with marissa and i thought jeff too. but no.. they lied. it was just marissa. and they go drivin around in her mom’s little beamer that she can not legally drive because she’s fuckin 15 years old and apparently he was talkin about everything goin on with me, with her. when my attitude was justifiable because i just found out he’s officially a cheater. and you know that night shes leanin against the car while hes checkin out the tire and they decide “hey its okay if we kiss right now.. its not like ethan has a girlfriend and just had a child with her” and from then on he was sneaking out with her and sometimes meredith every night for about 3 weeks. and she was fuckin him just about every night KNOWING he was dating me. and she brought him to my house on valentines night. … yea. valentines. she fucked him before she brought him to my house. i figured out everything and decided it wasnt a good idea to be with him anymore.
we broke up february 17th .. they were officially dating february 22nd.

i tried to be straight with her. i really did. i even tried to help her and she threw it in my face everytime. and then she decided she was gonna pull the bitch card and tell him that if he came to see his son she would break up with him. and once it reached wesley’s first birthday.. he didnt even show up. because she told his mom where and what time it would be so that he couldnt come. THUS THE REASON WESLEY HAS NO RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS FATHER. and this was continuous through out their entire relationship. i kept trying and she kept being a naive little cunt about EVERYTHING and throwing it all in my face,. oh and i wrote this email to ethan telling him that i would always have his back and be there if he needed a friend and just basically that i cared about him. well she took it.. altered the meaning of it and spread it ALL OVER facebook. and turned alot of people against me.

so i found out she cheated on him with one of her exes and told him and he broke up with her. ive got my boy’s back no matter what. :)
 
 and i had alot of rough spots with my friends in that time frame too because she would take over my group friends and turn them on me. it was a game to her.
 
alright so now heres the second half.
so i didnt date anyone for a year because i feared that the whole “bitch stole my boyfriend” thing would happen for a third time. then i met this kid jourden. he was really something to me. i REALLY liked him for some crazy reason. so im dating this jourden dude. and.. she doesnt know him at all. she just knows OF him and was saying he was immature and shit. she finds out that I’M dating him. .. all of a sudden she wants to come hangout with me and him at my place. tells me that im her bestfriend the first day the 3 of us are chillin and is takin pictures talkin about how we’re so cute and she’s SO happy for me and blah blah blah BULLSHIT. and i warn her.. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM. and again.. she tries to reassure me i have nothing to worry about. keep in mind that at this time she was talking to reed (ethans cousin) and they were kinda a thing but unofficially. she’s staying the night with him and fuckin him and shit. you know.. that whole thing whatever. so me and him are chillin at his place (he lives with maccall) and she calls me and is askin if she can come hangout with us while reed takes care of something. reed comes back and everything is cool. i go home. reed and marissa end up over at his place everynight for a few weeks. well about a week into us dating.. i havent heard from him all day for a couple of days. so im up at walmart tryin to get ahold of him. marissa answers and i can hear jourden say something to her and she tells me that hes in the kitchen and he’ll call me back. never does. a few nights later… she breaks us up. and has pictures of him and them together all on facebook. thats where my rage toward her started up again. then it all becomes this huge confusion. the entire time we were dating .. she kept bad mouthing me to jourden and basically manipulated him against me and now theyre talking.

so pretty much ever since she pried herself into my life.. she has followed me and every friend ive ever had and every boy ive become close with and befriended all of them and then turned them all against me.  EVERY SINGLE ONE. and i promise that isnt an over exaggeration, thats 100% real.. and even tried gaining ownership over MY son with ethan. and even said that she could mother wesley better than me when she got him sick because she would not listen to me and would not give me my son and let him run around outside bare foot and i had to keep yelling at her that if she was gonna have him out there she needed to keep an eye on him.

this bitch is straight OBSESSED with me, wants to be me SO BADLY. she doesn’t stop talking about me either. im serious.. she’s obsessed. im her favorite thing to talk about or think about. she’s takin over almost every aspect of my life, and when i see her. she will die. because she even tried fucking with seth. who is my boyfriend now. she’s dead. BEYOND DEAD.


but yea.. thats the basic jist of why i HATE Marissa Lauren Leoni.
dont wanna go TOO deep and tell EVERYTHING because then i assume the rest of the world would wanna kill her too. 

oh yea and how could i forget? she’s loud and annoying and obnoxious as fuck.
haha and she’s 16 fuckin around with 18, 19, and 20 year old dudes and havin them stay at her house and shit. lololol fuckin skanky little bitch. keep your legs closed. youre heavy as fuck with gramma tits and cookie nips and look gross as fuck in lingerie AND/OR a bikini, go buy yourself a one-piece and some granny panties. just because you can deep throat a dick doesnt make you sexy or cute. most people around here would call something like you a fat little jit ass chode lookin slut, and i hope those boys realize that if anyone ever called them a pedophile .. they couldnt say shit. and i hope her mother realizes how vile her daughter really is. im no angel but i even have better morals than that.



OH YEA! AND SHE EVEN TRIED TO DYE HER HAIR BLONDE AND IT LOOKED LIKE SHIT SO SHE WENT RED! LOLOLOLOLOL 

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